Overwhelmed!

A paralysis of sorts. Can't see things objectively. Too overwhelmed by my own misery and dissappointments. A business lost, the dream intact but then the dent..... A situation of helplessness. Feeling like running back into the forest and then realise that running into the forest is a luxury. The rainy dank and darkish forest. A stone summer hut, moss, cold, rains, isolation all this...... My heart wants to run into that hut.